Poetry| Through the Rain

I have questions.

Why when it rains does it pour?

Why does my heartache yet I’m full of joy?

I don’t understand the circumstances

But still, I will follow you and obey your commands

Though I’m undeserving,

You show me grace and mercy

So I will continue to praise you LORD.

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Poetry | Fear.

Fear.
It’s an old friend
Fear.
Calls me again
Fear.
I try to block you out
Fear.
Has control over me
Fear.
I try to let you out
Fear.
My knees on the ground
Fear.
Hands clasp as I speak to the utmost high
Fear.
Get away from me and hide
Fear.
I’ve let you go
Fear.
I now have peace in my soul

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Poetry | I Let Him Go

It’s 2013.

Victory Hall.

It started with a kiss

before the downfall.

Bed. Pants forced down.

“Do you want to fuck?”

Rings in my ear

Paralysis overtakes my body

I can’t move my mouth

My mind says no

but I can’t even shout.

Was it the kiss?

The disrespect?

I’ll never know.

He took what was his

& I let him go.

It’s 2015.

An apology is in order

*Ping*

Facebook messenger tells me

“I”m sorry for what happened”

Again I let him go

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